A little bit about the who and the why

           After letting all my emotions out, I think it'll be a good idea to let everyone know a little bit about me! Who is Christina? So let me start with why losing weight is so important....

            I come from a long line of family member's that are obese. My mother and uncle actually had gastric bypass surgery. I don't want to go down that road! I seen hundreds of people do it the natural way and that's the way I want to do it! I want to say that I did it myself! I'm not knocking gastric bypass surgery, its a tough road, but its not the road for me! I rather do it myself! I want to be here for my husband and son and not be a burden to them! 

            Next reason is I want to feel confident again! I want to feel sexy again! I don't want to feel like I'm a "pretty big girl". Confidence is everything, people can see it, feel it and are drawn to it! I'm just so lazy and have no desire to get myself together because my confidence is at a all time low! Than when my confidence is low, that's where the lazyness kicks in. A lazy woman, a lazy wife and a lazy mother. I'm sorry but that just fucking ridiculous on my part! I need to work on myself to be a better woman all around!

          Finally, a baby! We want to have aonther child, but being this overweight wont be a good idea! We are actually trying to conceive with no such luck and I know for sure it's because of my weight! So now I'm not going to focus on having a baby but to focus on losing weight and being healthy! I don't want to hurt myself or the baby by being so unhealthy! 

          So that's a little bit about me. The more I blog the more you will get to know me! I'm actually throwing the idea around about starting a YouTube but for now, I'll blog! I'm so excited for this journey and to see me finally do what I want! Succeed in the things I want to do and get the things I deserve! The only thing is, its going to take discipline, dedication and determination.