Eat_Laugh_Workout

            After letting all my emotions out, I think it'll be a good idea to let everyone know a little bit about me! Who is Christina? So let me start with why losing weight is so important....             I come from a long line of family member's that are obese. My mother and uncle actually had gastric bypass surgery. I don't want to go down that road! I seen hundreds of people do it the natural way and that's the way I want to do it! I want to say that I did it myself! I'm not knocking gastric bypass surgery, its a tough road, but its not the road for me! I rather do it myself! I want to be here for my husband and son and not be a burden to them!              Next reason is I want to feel confident again! I want to feel sexy again! I don't want to feel like I'm a "pretty big girl". Confidence is everything...

.....I'm heading in the wrong direction!             Have you ever woken up and realized you are not in the place you thought you would be? Have you ever looked in the mirror and was disgusted with what you saw and so angry at yourself for letting yourself go? Have you ever wondered how your life would of been or might turn into if you don't get yourself together? . ....or is it just me?             Well this is me everyday for the post 10+ years! I let myself go, 100%! I have NO ONE to blame but myself and that's the hardest part sometimes! It's easier to blame other people and situations! Nope, sorry its all me, I did this to myself! How did I get like this? Oh I know...... denial.....laziness.....excuses.....pity.....bullshit and most importantly TIME! Time is evil and can fly by in a blink of an eye! I'm 30 years old, not happy with myself, my body and the way I look overall! I know...